humans shouldnt be labeled, you TURKEY DICK.
i thought that was appropriate, seeing as today is fuckaturkey day.
...iono, ask raito-kun.

Will you answer every question honestly?
sure thing(:

Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
nah.

Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
yeah D:

Do you miss anything or anyone?
yes...everyone from eagle, Heath Ledger, Metalocalypse being on weeknights during the summer, and that one guy...

What makes you laugh no matter what?
family guy and a few people...

Who was the last person you talked to?
my fatherr

What do you dislike at the moment?
that i am alone and they hid the pie...

Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
...are you going to arrest me if i say no?

Will you get married?
oh, magic conch! will i ebber get married?
~maybe someday~ mweeheeheehee!spongebob:3

Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
sadly, most likely.

Do you lie about your age?
no.

VERY PERSONAL:

Are you happy with yourself?
have i ever been?

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
yes, and that is so very tragic...

What do you think about when times get hard?
here we go again...*listens to Poetic Tradgedy on repeat*...
:/

SECRETS:

When did you last cry?
havent for a while, i think im out of tears. now my chin just spasms and sometimes i start to dry heave. its strange looking. ...how is this a secret again?

Do you believe in religion?
i believe that there are some who do believe in it, yes.

SHOCKING:

Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
yes, at my friends, like 5 houses away...

Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
no, but i've thought about starting ones. im not very social...

Did you ever fail the school year?
no.

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
nope.

Do you think your future will be a good one?
to be honest, no. things either get worse, or stay the same. nothing new for the unwanted shriveling fopdoodle of a girl...

THE DEEP STUFF:

Do you think you were raised well?
no...well, my dad did alright, but he left me alone to live with that witch...now im stuck and i cant escape, and the law is against me and ugh.
no love, there is no love... *stare*

Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
lots. i find that those who open their mouths too much will lead to their own destruction. so, if i dont open mine ever again, ill be in pretty good shape, right?

How do you handle stress?
keep it bottled up. everyone has problems, so why should mine matter?

Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
some people can read me like a book, but i try my best to hide everything.

If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with, which would you live with?
my parents are already divorced. and even though things have always been shitty between me and my mom, my dad is the worst with money,and he's up to his ass in house payments.
so, mum.

If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends?
my dad once told me that "friends will always leave you.they will always choose the higher, easier road. but family will always be there." i understand the first part, but my family doesnt understand me at all...not like my friends 'seem(ed)' to...

Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered your family member?
yes...they probablly had a good reason. hell, i've thought about it. VENGANZA.

THE LOVE STUFF:

Do you think you know the meaning of love?
love is undefinable. its life crashing down around you, and being built right back up at the same time. its depression, its death, its emptyness, but we keep chasing it forever. it's fuckin crazy. but life would be shit without it. hell, life is shit with it. like i said, crazy.

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
the 'love' part;
the feeling of wanting to stand in the middle of that place in that persons arms forever, and not have to worry about
carnage,
suicide,
war,
being alone,
or any of the things that haunt your dreams every night.
that you just want to be smothered; everything around you is them them them.
you just want to burn the world, and bury yourself in its ashes.
you are on fire, and they fuel you.
'throw another log on, im not done with you yet.'


If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
my parents? yes, imediatley.

THE RANDOM STUFF:

Do you spend time with the same people always?
PURTY MUCH, GUYSS.

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
no, i think the heart can grow in attempt to heal what was lost.

When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
...god im a pussy.

Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
always.

What is your favorite color(s)?
blue.

What do you do when you have a bad day?
more like,'what do you do when you have a good day?"


Do you really think exs can be friends?
i guess, if they wanted to.

Who messaged you last?
as in, textually? naterz(:

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you do it?
i dont think i could walk away from him that easily.

Do you fall for people easily?
no, it takes me a while to actually 'fall' in love, but i know right away when i have... ive only done it twice! arent i a good gurl(:

Are you quick to start a fight?
sometimes, when i just wanna get destroyed.

Do your parents really know YOU?
HAH what a joker you are. of course not.

Lyrics stuck in your head?
"...the only way out
is letting your guard down and never die forgotten.
forgive me, my love.
i stand here all alone and I can see the bottom..."

Are you tired?
not really...

Do you own an iPod?
mhmm.

Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
chocolate, plz?

When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?
eh, a while ago.

Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?
...honestly, i do think that most of the time, but i know they probably arent.

Why would they?
entertainment for themselves and their peeplz.

Is Anyone In Love With You?
...maybe at one time, but now he gave up and its just the worst shit ever. he held his arms to catch me, and i ignored him. now when i trust him and fall, he left. and this is me crashing to the ground. hello.

Ever Cry In Public?
yes, but it never solves anything. just a knee jerk reaction to tragic frustration. and god i embarass the shit out of myself cuz i just sit there like somethings gonna come and itll get better, but LOL PSYCHE! no happynesh four yewww.

Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
snakebites, collarbone surface piercings, or this: [link]
*not for the squeemish*
(jk @ the link)
&& lyrics on teh lower back.

What’s The Weather Like?
frio. guy in the freezer has frostbite in his beard.

Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos?
sure. well, not fully covered, but tatts are delicious

Do You Pay Attention To The Calories In The Package/Box?
no...should i? will they dance if i stare long enough?

Do You Use Sarcasm?
my goodness, never!

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
prolly same...heh,sex.

Do You Watch The News?
not latley.

Who was the last person to make you mad?
myself.

What kept you up last night?
the searing pain in my wrist and heart.


warm regards,
- emo jesus.